When you are too lazy to switch on the light.... ;-)

It was friday morning.. Good Friday.. as it was a holiday, i had plans to go to my home town. I was supposed to get up "Very" early in the morning but finally could open my eyes forcefully by 6.00. I had promised my cousin previous day that i will be near her place sharp 6.30.. so i was all in a hurry packing up things and getting ready.. after few minutes, I had this sudden urge to have something as my stomach was empty... i rushed to the kitchen to have some water as it is almost always available in our PG :-)

I dint even bother to switch on the light since i had a rough idea on where i could find the water bottle. I looked around once and found one that read "KINLEY". Without a second thought, removed the lid and poured some into my mouth.. I could feel that water was lil slimy.. I was wondering what made water turn oily!!! but before i could make an attempt to gulp it in, something struck my mind (lucky enough huh). I spit out the whole thing only to realize that it was cooking oil :-( I should really appreciate my "instinct" action (though it took me around a minute to realize ;-) "better late than never"!!!!)

Coming back again, when i saw the bottle i thought of filling it with water since there was only lil at the bottom :P but then i somehow felt like drinking it first and then re-filling it.. hehe ;-) my PG mates really appreciate this delayed action of mine... :-)

Biggest Mistake...

Have you ever thought what might be the biggest mistake in your life which you feel if given a chance, you would like to correct it? The mistake which makes things even more messier and screws up?

Every time i feel something's wrong, I ponder over these questions and painful enough, i end up with the same answer!!! "Patience".

My threshold for patience is so very low that i keep loosin it quite often and the result is as horrifying as the cause.. even though i keep reminding myself of not to loose it, the moment it crosses the limit everything goes for a toss.. and finally after all the things, I will be left with no other option but to wonder why am i so impatient? Why dont i hold myself back? why why why?? just the questions!!!

well, that wont end there.. guilty feelings.. some tears.. no interest in food.. all find a way to reach me :-) and finally i convince myself that next time this wont happen again. This is the end. I will be more patient from now on. And it remains in me until the next time i start thinking, "why the hell i am like this?" , "why cant i be a lil more patient?" ;-)

And i see no end to this drama.............